Note: This was written by a brilliant graduate applicant who chooses to remain anonymous. Read it and weep!
Merriam-Webster defines the term “excess” as “an amount that is more than the usual or
necessary amount.” A second, but equally fitting definition, includes “behavior
that is considered wrong because it goes beyond what is usual, normal, and
proper.” I would certainly describe the inordinate amount of security measures
imposed on me during my recent experience sitting for the GRE exam as
excessive—to say the least.
But it shouldn’t be a problem, right? Security
is a good thing. As a prospective graduate student, I am expected to be quiet,
follow orders, and take my exam. I am not to find any part of the security
protocol uncomfortable or disconcerting. I could (and did), but I know I
wouldn’t dare express my discomfort, as that would mean the end of my ambition
to attend graduate school and earn a doctorate. Even if I had chosen to opt-out
that morning and choose another testing center (which like Voldemort, need not
be named), the security measures for high-stakes testing would remain the same.
I am required to present GRE scores in my applications to graduate programs,
and as such, forced to accept all of
the requirements regarding test day. But what happens when security measures
intended to discourage inequity infringe on a student’s right to privacy? What
happens when test center protocol intended to facilitate a successful test day,
hinder it?
Before I begin a general overview of the
process, it is imperative to point out that the proctors at the testing center
were helpful and ready to answer any questions I may have had. The draconian
policies that they are required to enforce, however, is a different matter
entirely.
First, I was asked to familiarize myself
(quickly) with all of the test center’s policies and copy a statement in which
I promise not share the content of my exam—a standard part of any “official”
exam. Then, I was monitored as I placed my items in my designated locker and only allowed to keep my ID with me. No
writing materials (fine), but no water either (even if you were to bring a
spill-proof water bottle). Test-takers waited in line as proctors called each
of us one by one through an unremarkable metal detector. All of the above were
procedures that did not feel intrusive, yet.
Next, my clothes were examined in case I decided
to bring prohibited materials. In essence, I was required to give myself a
pat-down as proctors supervised. I had to lift the ankles of my pants so my
calves and the tops of my shoes were visible, next my shirt sleeves, and then I
had to open and shake every single pocket to prove they were empty. Yes, even
the impractical hidden pocket on the inside part of the band on my exercise
leggings that I forgot existed (it is big enough to fit a quarter and that’s
about it), as one of the proctors so gently reminded me. Then I was led to a
hallway in which nervous hopefuls were required to wait outside their
particular testing labs until they were “processed.” I sat on a bench outside
the lab I spent the next 5 hours in, fidgeting with my fingers until I watched another
test-taker being processed in front of me. He was required to prove his
identity with a series of personal questions, provide his ID, signature, and
his fingerprints (yes, even his fingerprints),
all the while the proctor in charge constantly checked his face against the
photo on his ID. Next, he was instructed to stand against the wall as his photo
was taken and added to the testing center’s database. As he signed in, the last
step in the pre-lab process which seemed to last a lifetime, it was then that I
noticed the endless sea of security cameras lining the wall. They took note of
every student; every movement; every breath. Not only was there surveillance in
each hallway, but at each station, monitoring not only the whole lab as an
overview, but each student taking an
exam. It was then my heart started to pound with the knowledge that I would be
watched, literally, the entire time I was taking the exam. And if they noticed
any “suspicious” behavior (which was vaguely defined in and of itself) they had
every right to enter the lab and, in a manner of speaking, apprehend me. What
was even their definition of “suspicious” behavior. As someone prone to anxiety
and medically diagnosed with an anxiety disorder, I naturally began to worry.
What if my neck hurt and I turned my head in a certain direction? Would Big
Brother watching think I was trying to cheat?
Was I in a testing center or correctional
facility?
And then it was my turn to be “processed.”
I shook the entire time—it felt like a dream.
Not only was I about the take the exam I had prepared for months in advance, but
instead of facilitating optimism, I felt hunted by the test center, like I was
in a psychological experiment studying how spot a cheater. I no longer was a
dedicated student with a passion for learning hoping to join the ranks of
academia—I was an untrustworthy, culpable youth.
For the record, I would never condone cheating
or the notion that responses to instances of academic dishonestly should be lax
and that measures should not be taken to prevent cheaters from getting away
with cheating in the first place. But fingerprints?
Cameras following your every move, including your own personal one never
leaving your station for 5 hours recording every second you bite your nails,
wipe the nervous sweat off your brow? And what about the fact I don’t even know
the exact conditions of the video recording and what exactly the test center
does with that recording? If it was my own error missing the policy, I will
fully own up to it, but I can’t say I like the idea of the test center having a
five-hour long recording of me taking my exam. How long do they have it for? Do
they delete it after the test is complete or do they save it for a rainy day,
waiting to catch the next cheater? Such a policy was not made clear.
Of further note, when I left for a 10-minute
bathroom break, I was required to sign out. To return, I had to walk through
the metal detector for a second time, pat myself down and demonstrate my
clothing was still free of prohibited materials, and wait until I was allowed
to continue taking my exam.
While I scored well above average on the exam,
I know that my performance was certainly affected by the intimidating
environment. On average, I scored significantly higher (about 15-20 points) on
practice exams made directly by the makers of the test (thus, the type of test
prep program is not a variable here). I caught myself thinking about the
multitude of cameras on me more often than I cared to, ensuring I refrained
from doing anything “suspicious,” which I never intended on doing (nor would
ever) in the first place.
Sure, one can argue that it is difficult to
secure a student against intimidation and nerves on the day of an important
exam. Moreover, I fully acknowledge that such security measures would not exist
if students had taken advantage of what previously must have been less
stringent policies. However, like many policies and measures intended to
“help,” they can often be implemented to the point of exaggeration and excess;
to the point where they do not help, but hinder. What’s to stop high-stakes
test centers from demanding a saliva sample, once fingerprints are not enough?
They could simply employ the same problematic logic (the same logic that is too
reminiscent of the motives behind the PATRIOT Act and unencumbered NSA
surveillance) once someone nefarious figures out how to dupe the system again.
Cue further invasion of privacy.
Yet like every one of my fellow test-takers, I
was required to be complacent that the test center had taken such care to
ensure an honest and fair experience. I will need to be obedient once more when
I sit for the exam a second time, hoping that an acclamation to such drastic
security measures (not unlike a US military station in Iraq, as one ex-marine
on the net has likened the test center surveillance to) will not intimidate me.
Unfortunately, I need that official score
report to be the scholar I dream of becoming. The price? Complacency. While the
official score is supposed to be a measure of intelligence, it conveniently
refuses to reflect how inimical the ordeal of the high-stakes testing center
experience is to a student’s success.
Note Here is telling testimony of a former marine who claimed the surveillance he saw at his testing center was military-grade--another pretty important piece to read!
Note Here is telling testimony of a former marine who claimed the surveillance he saw at his testing center was military-grade--another pretty important piece to read!
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